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-IT'LL BE SAD... IF YOU REGRET-1:07AM
I won't get my hopes up, and I won't be sad. What I will do, is look up and always be possitive about every outcome.... God is controling my life and this is the path he has set me on and this is the life he has choosen for me to live. Nothing is a mistake. If it were changed, my entire life would be different. I don't wish for that.
I will always love this life... no matter the sadness that drapes me.
Rascal Flatts: What Hurts the Most...
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
-...-12:07AM
My grandma is suffering from yet another fever...
-CRAZY WEEKEND-1:39PM
My weekend went something like this...
It started off on Thursday night after work. Bryan, Kyle, Sean, Justin, Paul, Tiffany, and I started off to her grandma's house after meeting up at Krogers. The ride there was actually really fun. Though everyone in my car thought they were going to die and told me on a few occasions that they saw their life flash before their eyes. (Crap. Sorry.) We get to her grandma's house and watch Family Guy, the movie, because it's too late to do anything and we were all pretty tired from a weeks worth of school.
The next morning, her grandma made us breakfast, so we eat and then go back to just goofing off around her house, until it was time to head off to go tubbbbingggggg! Tubing was REALLY fun! We had a big long chain and in one event, we actually made it to the gravel. LOL. We're fatties... so it seems. After a long day of that, we head back to her house and just goof off and eat dinner that her grandma prepared us. Then... we sleep the night away dozing off to the sounds of Ron Burgondey on Anchorman.
The 2nd morning of our trip, we get up and pretty much just playing a dice game, playing on the net, and watching some movies. That night she took us to the Newport mall/movie theater/gaming center/food court/comedy area/ the best mall in the world. We went into the gaming area and after 10PM, all the kids under 18 got kicked out, it felt good not to get kicked out (LOL). The games were a lot of fun and I even whipped out some DDR (Dance, Dance Revolution) skills! I cleared every stage and beat it 3 times. Yes. Nerd. But it was fun, I didn't know I could even DO that! LOL. Oh, and I have pictures of the tubing and of the arcade and bonfire that night, which I will put on here when I get them.
After all of that, we got back to her place and had ourselves some beer and a bonfire on her portch area. It was really fun, we just talked and hung out, then we started some cornhole games. Hopefully everyone knows what cornhole is, if not, learn it! It's a fun Kentucky game. LOL. Then... we sleep agian and we drove back the next morning in my little car... Fully packed like a Mexican mobile.
That night I went to church then out to eat with my Mom and Dad at Fuji. After Fuji, Sara, Leslie, 3 girls I didn't know, Jessica, Jackie, Ben, Jeremiah, Rachel, David, Ian, Jamie, Rob, and me all went to Champs to roller skate! That was absolutley AWESOME. It was such a good night!!! (<333) After that, we all headed to Elizabeth's to hang out. Matt, Tanya, John, and a few others joined us. We got some tacobell and then after the clock struck 1:35AM, Ben, Jackie and I left to go to my house. Ben went back to spend the night and Jackie stayed here. I feel asleep to her on the computer and the TV that was playing Jackass, LOL.
This morning I woke up and Jackie got my starbucks!!! Yeah, I am an addict, and I drink starbucks RIGHT when I wake up. Now we're just hanging out, probably going to watch a movie or two and play some video games.
Until my next great weekend! <3
*See-ya
-KITCHEN-3:26PM
School was awesome today! I think that's all I had to really say, LOL. I start in the kitchen tonight at 5PM... wish me luck!
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-NEW NESS-10:26PM
I hope everyone likes the new look of my layout! I altered it a bit and messed around with it. I wanted a fresh look for the new year. Enjoyyy!!!
-LONG TIME-9:35PM
Bonjour everyone! Its been too long since I last updated and I apologize for that. I've just been on the go and busy with school, work, and all sorts of other things. To give you an update on what has been going on...
Merry Christmas Eve!
Merry Christmas!
I had an excelent Christmas and got everything I basically wanted. I went to Ohio as always but I did blow out my tire on the way home and got in an accedent on Christmas day so that wasn't great, but I'm alive.
Happy New Years Eve!
Happy New Years!
I went to my friends place for New Years and we definietly celebrated New Years the way it should be celebrated :)
Welcome 2006!
In recent news, school has been good. I am on my 4th week of the new semester which means I'm almost half way done.. yicks... this school flies faster and faster each time.
Work has also been great, I am working in the kitchen tomorrow! My first day so I'm excited for that! I'll be making more money and enjoying what I do more because it'll go with what I do at school. Yay on that!
What has happened most recently is, I went to the Story of the Year, From First to Last, and a few other bands concert in Nashville and ended up getting a concussion... yeah... and I am still suffering from the side-effects. The concert was AWESOME, up until the point that crowd surfer kicked me in the back of the head and I had to be pulled out of the crowd. It was scary. Hopefully all goes well with that and I get over it fast because it's really taking a lot out of me. Especially since I have to go to work and school and everything else. Lets pray on that.
Jackie and I have been looking for a place to move out to. We haven't been extremely successful but we've found a few really nice places and we're going to attempt to be moved out by Spring Break. Yes.. EXCITING!!! We're going to have the best place ever. During spring break, I think we're all planning on going to the beach as well and I know that the first day of spring break, I am getting my nose pierced. WOO!!!! I cannot wait for that.
Also, before I head out, check out my facebook for a new picture update.
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