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-WOOO-11:54PM
WOW! Three entries in one day, I'm really pushing it, eh? Ok, so I am updating just to do a re-cap on all the current 'drawings' of the last few months:
BUDDY CHECK.
Death to Skunks.
GANK!.
Black Belt. I win!.
Jackie's Comic.
Me and Jackie.
Me and Jackie (Jackie's version).
Liz and 'the Family'.
Etch Draw.
Etch Draw 2.
Mrs. Poe.
Penguins.
Penguin Sex.
"That's Hot".
-OH GEEZ!-10:40AM
Funny story that I couldn't pass up on typing out. So I was sitting in the lab class about 5 minutes ago with a bunch of people of ALL color and I started to update the comics page... well, I almost opened the "KFC anyone?" comic until I reliazed where I was so I tried to exit it REALLY fast... phew... I almost died...
-NO BLUES, NO SORROW-10:27AM
So I was up for the majority of last night thinking. Well, first I was finishing up homework but after I was through with my work I stayed up, talked to 2 people on the phone and just thought about everything. Why am I so sad? I have no reason to be. I am young, I am single, I normally enjoy my life weither I feel it's boring or not. Why this rutt? I think I put myself in this situation were I just don't want to be happy. But since I've realized it and put my finger on it, I am not going to let myself do this.
So I've decided, after taking a lot of thought and what not that I won't let myself do this. I will go to school and be happy and enjoy what I've got, some people can't aford school so I should be happy I am able to go, and work, I am getting paied to be there and to make other people happy with my friendly smile and greetings, I try to do that everyday and I don't get paied for it, so I am going to be my cheerful self to everyone so that everyone may have a happier day knowing that I enjoy their presences, especially my fellow employees. I enjoy both work and school if I stop looking at all the bad and wrongs in it.
For my family... I just never want to give them up, they're my life, they make me happy and I enjoy them and love them so dearly. I guess I shouldn't be sad or greive over them when I only have a little time left with some of them. So I should enjoy this time that I have and take full advantage of them still being here.
I was talking about a change and how I might need one... but I really don't think that's the case. I am really happy in my current situations and I enjoy being at home. Not only that, I also enjoy helping people even if it burdons me and my daily activities. I think I was put on this Earth just to help people, if not do more. So I'll try to cop better with that.
But all and all, my rash thoughts and stupid actions won't ever cross my mind... how could I think of that when I have so much to live for? My life is fine, if not better than fine. I guess this sudden jolt of realization has struck me from head to toe and I'll finally be out of this rutt.
I feel better already (:
I also got asked today if I had a boyfriend, which kind of boosted my self-esteem so that's another good thing I guess, heh.
ps> to my best friend, thanks for coming over last night and keeping me company while I finish up all those horrible homework assignments. You're really awesome and I think because you came over last night and after I had a chat with a few people, I realized this whole entire thing and I am now out of my rutt.
also... thanks for that nice voicemail at 1AM, Mr. T.. alright!
-BREAK ENDS-4:52PM
Today is a depressing day... if you know me and know my "date of ann." You'd know why. Any way... My aunt is coming over today from Ohio. She has a conferance here so she's stopping in. I also woke up sick this morning, and to top that off, I have homework, a lot of it, and my beautiful break is... over.
-LONG, LONG DAY-3:05AM
Today I had to work a double. I came into work this morning and then got off about 3:00 o'clock to go get pictures done for my dads christmas gift. Yeah... WITH my brothers. Any way, after that, I litterally had NO time to get home and then back to work. I stuffed my face and got heart burn PLUS I didn't even get to eat it all. YEah... suck. After I got there, it was 5 minutes till 5:00 o'clock. It was dead after that. How can it be busier in the moring, then dead at dinner time? Oh well. So I get off and talk to John, Chuck, and Tiff for awhile in the car, then at work, then outside, then back in work, then outside. Yeah, we have NO life.
Wow... that's all I have to say to the awesome stuff the Summit has. They have the best looking winter clothes EVER! I got myself a few things from the Gap and American Eagle 'cause Tiff and I went on a shopping run for about 45 minutes. Yeah, bought 4 things in 45 minutes. Woop. After my long long day and night, I come home and get to watch a few movies with Ryan. Like Shaun of the Dead, Resident Evil2, and School of Rock. It was fun. We sat there and were comfortable enough to act like friends and treat each other as just friends. I have a feeling we'll always be best friends like that... which is kind of nice... in a way...
My love life right now = dull. Oh well. He'll come along. The one.
It would of been 2 years tomorrow... if we were still together... ***
-SKINKS SMELL LIKE POO-2:09AM
Thanks Ryan, for talkin' with me and being my best friend. As well as Sam and Jackie. You all are the best.
Tonight Em and I saw just friends. It was HALARIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A must see, I must say! It was great, but freezing. I got to see Rachel too, I haden't seen her in awhile though we do have a schedule set up to hang out on Saturday with a few other people. I can't wait. Any way... I am rambling and not making sense bcause I am really hyper! hahhahha!
To end this... Jackie... don't smell too much like a skink!
ps... "to the beat of my heart!" HA...
-GOBBLE, GOBBLE-11:01PM
I just want to say, thank you Jackie... for being such a good friend that you ACTUALLY saw Harry Potter with me though you didn't want to. WHAT A TROOPER... (:
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
-HARRY POTTER-01:01AM
Saw Harry Potter about 2 hours and 30 minutes ago and I LOVED IT... GAH! I just love Harry Potter books and movies and EVERYTHING. It was fabulous. Though they are getting quite dark they're still awesome! I cannot wait for the next!
Any who, earlier today, I went to the dentist and had ZERO cavities! ah thank you! Then I went to claires and got me some earrings which I love but can't wear to school (yeah I know... gay). After my appointment, I picked up some pizza and took it over to my grandparents to eat with them and finish some homework. Yeah... I did homework because I have SO much of it over break. Shoot me. But at least I'm half way, if not over half way done. After that, Jackie and I saw harry potter and got hit on by some 14 year old boys by the bathrooms. Oh yes, it was sweet. But that concludes the night.
"Oh! it's bath-time with harry!" gigadee... al-right.
-I LOVE ME SOME JACKIE-05:32PM
Forget kisses and looking, I'm just going to let the guy fall into my lap for once and be how I want him to be. I'm sick of having to work to get the feelings. You should like me for who I am, and if you don't.. your loss.
"We came in with apple cobbler and left with men's underwear... how did we pull that one off?!" hahahah That was AWESOME... omg!
-THE BEGINNING OF A GREAT BREAK-01:37AM
Today was pretty fun! Jackie and I went out to Max & Erma's and got some cookies then headed over to Barns n Noble for some coffee and to look for some kids books. After, Jackie and I left and I took her home and then headed to Matt's new place. I really like it, I thought it was a lot nicer looking then his older place, and it felt more comfortable. He also had his hair down instead of up and geled and I thought it was AWEOMSE! (: Then the night ended and I got a good night kiss... it was really nice.
-THANKSGIVING BREAK-05:04PM
I'm finally on break! A whole week of relaxing and enjoying being out of school. However, my teachers did give me a butt load of homework so I am pretty dissapointed about that... it'll take me at least a whole day or two to get it all done.
Harry Potter also came out... but I don't have anyone to go see it with so I gotta find someone to watch it with me before it gets out of the big theater. I cannot wait!
And I'm praying... that what I want will possibly come true, it would mean the world to me... Oh how it'll be so great.
-HAPPILY EVER-09:59AM
Everything is pretty awesome right now. My life including my job, my schooling, my friends, my family, and my love life are going great. I feel really satisfied and happy! My job is fabulous and I still love it. I have all A's and B's in my schooling, my friends are happy with me and I am happy for them in their lives, my family is still kickin' and ready for the thanksgiving holidays, and my love life is getting better and better. What more does a girl need? Other than another hug from a sweet boy.
-IT'LL BE BETTER-11:00AM
Ok, so my livejournal is now not being used because it was made for one purpose really and that purpose is gone, and plus Jackie isn't on it anymore so there's no point for me to be on there. I guess it's back to updating the good old website from here on out.
Last night was fun, but I was really tired and bothered. Lately, I've let everything bother me and get to me and well, that just isn't how I am going to let it happen anymore. I can see now that I am not drawing anyone in closer when I act the way I do so I am just going to push aside feelings and live for the moments. I may end up confused or torn but I think in the end, if this is what is meant, it'll all work out and I cannot wait (:
Just give me another chance...
-FOR NOW...-01:36PM
check out http://www.livejournal.com/users/keabrun/ for awhile.
thanks Tiffany! Gah... 3 KAALA'S AT THE PARTY? (Kayla's*) YES...
-HALLOWEEN IS OVER-05:51PM
Hope everyone had a good Halloween. Stay safe.