Date: Saturday: 2-05-05
Time: @ 8:54PM
Mood: Mellow
My mother is going through surgery this Thursday and I'm really worried for her. I know that the surgery isn't extreme but stuff can happen. I've been praying for her and my grandmother but I still feel really worried and sad. This weekend we're going home for Valentine's day (weekend) and to see her after her surgery will be good too. That means I have to do laundry before I go home too because if I bring it home she'll want to do it even with her stitches. She's that motivated and caring to do stuff for me no matter how bad her condition. My parents, no, my whole family is so wonderful. We all have always been really close no matter what. Always. God has done me well and blessed me so much that I don't even deserve. When we're home for Valentine's, I'm not sure what we're planning on doing- I think that's Ryan job. No matter what, even with our finatual drop in our paychecks we no longer recieve, I could care less what we end up doing. If we just spend the day together, then so be it, I'll enjoy it no matter what. If he even just makes me dinner for our meal or we end up just going to church Saturday, it'll be great. I just can't wait to be able to be alone and spend time with him like the old days. Almost everyday we did that of our relationship until college. Can't blame us though... it's college. That's why I cannot wait for summer! But anyway, after Valentine's weekend, the next weekend we're going home as well. Yep, Ryan and my birthday's are on Monday and Tuesday so we're headed home that weekend. I cannot wait to just be home. That's a good enough birthday gift. That and some affection from my loved one. (Yes, I will remind you all like.. everyday!)
Tomorrow is Sunday (SUPER BOWL) and I have to go to the store becaue Joe drank all of my milk. *grrr* Other than that, I have to go to bed earlier and attend class Monday. Oh well. I'll update later. Hope you like the new changes, see-ya!
