Date: Saturday: 6/25/05
Time: @ 11:59PM
Mood: still missing someone

What an exciting weekend! Yesterday I worked and then got off and hung out with Ben and Jackie at the Summit. Ben is SUCH a great dancer, LOL. After I went over to Jackies until about 3:30AM and we watched friends, supposedly (LOL!!!)

Today I got my hair cut and then headed to Jackie's to tan and swim. I played with all the little kids and I think I had some good bonding time with them. They're quite energetic, rofl. After we tanned and Jackie was off life-gaurding duity, we headed to the Emporor of China a chinese resturaunt and ate, it was yummy! Then after we headed to go see Bewitched which was awesomeeee! And saw my dear friend Jenny, I love and miss her! Glad to see your trip went safe! <3 Then we headed home and almost died! Freakin' skunks don't know how to stay OFF the road and out of 'road-kills' way! It was great! But poor skunk thought that the other skunk, supposedly his friend, was still alive, but little did he know he wasn't and Jackie's car was heading right towards him. We swerved and they both were saved... well, the one was saved, the other was kind of... already... ok, you know. I am headin' to Jackie's after work tomorrow to tan agian! WOO! I love her :D she's my bestest, best.

ps> did you know a lot of trash ends up at ttown? >D

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Date: Friday: 6/24/05
Time: @ 3:28PM
Mood: missing someone

I miss Ryan so much. You need to come home now so that I can jump on you!

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Date: Wednesday: 6/22/05
Time: @ 4:46PM
Mood: OH! The excitment!

So yesterday I ended up going to my grandma's for a bit to drop off pizza and when I got there she seemed lonely so I stayed there for a little and talked to her. After, I surprised Ryan and came to his house. Earlier I had told him I was sick and couldn't come. Oh I'm so sneaky! I got to his house and then took him to Dairy Queen for some icecream. Mich served us some icecream because he was working and we sat outside and ate. After we were done we headed back to Ryan's house so I could take him home and then head back. On the way home an owl was sitting there, in the middle of the road, and wouldn't move! So, dun dun dun dun! I had to come to the rescue to save the cute little animal. I got out and it still was stunned sitting there so I took my shirt and wrapped it around my hand and picked it up. We got to Ryan's house and right before I almost set it on the ground, it flew away! So I guess it was just shocked? stunned? retarded? Dunno. Then we played halo2 till 4:00AM that night. woo hoo!!

Today I applied for school and found yet another bird who needs rescuing! I swear, I'm like the super women of animals. That and my aprentance, my mom. J/K. Ok, so a bird got stuck in our garage and couldn't get out*. Yes, all the doors were open, I think it was retarded too. So it finally flies low enough and my mom catches it and we take it outside and gentely let it go. My life is filled with so much excitment!!!

*Note: these birds were adults, not full grown but not babies.

ps> Ryan left for Cali today... I miss him already... :*(

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Date: Tuesday: 6/21/05
Time: @ 6:36PM
Mood: beautiful in my grung clothes

I feel so lazy today and I love it! I did absolutley nothing all day. Well, I did clean my room and play with the dogs- but those aren't really choirs. Any who, off to eat yummy dinner and then to go see Ryan 'cause he's leaving me for a good 4-5 days, I'll miss you!!!

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Date: Monday: 6/20/05
Time: @ 11:32PM
Mood: when is it going to end?

I'm really curious to know when the circle of pain ever ends? From what has gone on in my life, there are pools of hurt that just seem to last forever and tend to never go away. These pools, I assume, are God's lessons and eye openers and for those, I am thankful- sometimes.

My grandpa went into the emergency room today because he couldn't remember who he was nor did he know what anything was. Some of my family went to help my grandma because she was really upset and then were told later that he was dehydrated and was suffering from ammonia. He's staying in the hospital over night so let’s pray and hope all is well. I had to tell Ryan so I went to where he worked and told him the bad news, I cried a little and he took me in his arms and we stood there for a little while he let me cry in his embrace. Then he took a break and comforted me while we sat in front of Starbucks. He promised he'd come over after- and he did.

Ryan came over tonight and we watched two movies, and the best part about all of it? The company of the guy who's been the only guy to ever make my true feelings come out (and you're the only one who could ever have my love. thanks for being my first love, and thanks for letting me be your true, first love). He also brought me a gigantic bouquet of flowers and some large hugs. Then he had to leave to go home and he's also leaving for vacation in 2 days. :( I miss you already.

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